And I’m going to get hurt by her all over again. But I let myself get drawn back in and start caring again. I just… I had gotten to a point where it didn’t matter to me how she felt about him. For a few days I convinced myself that some of her social media posts of happiness or flirtiness or desires were directed at me. Like I’m pretty sure when we’re hanging out she’s texting him. She still talks to this guy all the time. And you know my thoughts here- she’s going to go back to the penis again eventually. An hour later The Sister told me she doesn’t want to start anything and then fuck it up, all because she’s not over this dude. My friend told me she is positive The Sister and this dude are just friends and she’s finally over him. They ended up getting back together for a bit, off and on, but are now split up. I started talking to her right after this, and it was obvious she wasn’t over this guy. She dated this dude for almost two years, then he walked out after she accused him of cheating. She has admitted to still being hung up on her ex. But regardless of whatever “type” I think I have, when I see her or think about her none of the other issues matter. Does she want to date? Be friends? Is she just being nice? Does she think about me as often as I think about her? Will she draw me in and then push me away like the last time? Hard to tell. We laugh, flirt, poke fun at each other, and have fun together, and then it sends me on a tailspin of trying to determine what is actually happening between us. Seeing The Sister always has its drawbacks. No, I don’t want your body but I’m picturing your body with somebody else. I’m looking through you while you’re looking through your phone and then leaving with somebody else. She got what she wanted from me- she moved onto her next project over and over and over. She went out of her way to make sure the other woman felt beautiful and wanted, all while I sat next to her, silently feeling torn down by the person who was supposed to build me up. She was drawn to women with low self-esteem, which meant she bought them gifts and sent them little love notes and texted them continuously. And there were A LOT… Emotional affair was like a constant state for her. drew me to her like a train wreck.īy the time we were through, I didn’t really want her physically, but I couldn’t stand the fact that she wanted so many other women and not me. But her confidence in who she was, her sexuality, etc. The Ex was also not my normal “type.” She was also taller, had short hair, was kind of butch, wore baggy clothes and didn’t usually dress up much. And somehow the things I’m normally not attracted to don’t seem to matter when I’m around her. And it is wildly attractive… Yes, she fits some of what I usually go for- tattoos, dark hair, more femme. She is who she is and doesn’t seem to give a shit what anyone else thinks. She doesn’t fix her hair when she knows I’m coming over. She wears stained shirts with sweat pants when she wants to be comfortable. She’s taller than me, which I don’t like.
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The Sister and I saw each other after a few months, and I realized that by my set of “standards” I shouldn’t necessarily find her attractive. You’re intertwining your soul with somebody else.
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